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| 06.02.06 (1:18 am) [edit] |
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blahh i don't know what to do. & i don't know how i feel. i mean, i feel like i'm too in between Jesus & his girl now. i mean, i thought it was fine before, just because she knew & what not. but now she's crying and all that mess. noo man. that's too much for me there. i can't take that. because if he means that much to her then she can keep him. i mean, i know that he's always going to be there for me and that i always talk to him and what not, i don't think i can see him as a 'lover' anymore. & with Dpsnh, i don't really know anymore. sometimes i feel like i like him. i mean, i still get the 'oh i can't wait to see him' & all that mess. but idk. kamilia said that she can tell that he likes me, but for me it kind of 'died down.' i suppose so. & it feels like that too. but there's nothing i can do. i'm just waiting for monday so that i can give him his letter. FINALLY. idk. i mean, i love him as a friend. you know, i grew to love him, & his friend ship. but idk. i do love him. just not like that. i've grown to have him in my life and i probably can't accept him not there. blahhh.!
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